Sunday, August 7, 2016

Today, I became a hooker.

Yes, you read that correctly.
I took money for sex today.

I've posted about this guy before. The one who posts in group chats that he wants to take a woman shopping.

I'm really not interested in shopping with anyone... I do that quite well on my own, but every once in a while, this guy offers up a couple thousand lindens for sex without shopping. And today I took him up on it. He wanted a woman to have sex with him in front of a (female) friend of his. I had some time today, and payday isn't until Thursday and I blew my weekly linden allotment on mesh heads and the accouterments that go along with them.
He posted the offer, I asked how much and for how long (L$2,000 for 15-20 minutes) and before the the bullies in the group chat had stopped making fun of him, I was giving him head. He stuck to his word... I was only with him for about 20 minutes, and he paid me up front.

Was I faking it? Of course I was. He barely spoke. He worked the animations while I gave him the best 20 minutes of typing I could. I think he and his friend both enjoyed it. They were both polite, got what they wanted, and I TPed away with a pocket full of lindens.
Would I do it again? For that price and that short amount of time? Hell yes, I would. I think it's clear to anyone who reads this blog that I love to write. I spent less time with him than I have working on this post so typing up a short little sex scene on the fly is nothing.

I honestly felt a little guilty faking it, but with my hands on the keyboard the entire time, I really didn't have much choice. And he wasn't paying for me to have an orgasm anyway... It was for him. Well, him and his girl.
So, yeah... today I became a hooker. And I may do it again sometime. I have no regrets, no shame about what I did. Isn't that part of the beauty of Second Life? We can be or do anything we want. Today I got to play call girl. It was something different, and though I wouldn't necessarily say it was fun, it wasn't nearly as boring as standing around doing nothing for 20 minutes.
Let the haters hate and the bullies... er, bull?... Makes no never mind to me. I'm living my best Second Life, and this guy is living his best Second Life. Can the people who spend their time being big meanies say the same? Is that really their best Second Life?

If it is, they're the ones who need pity.

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Well... I did it.

I broke down and bought a damn mesh head.

And I might hate it. Or I might love it.

I'm curious as to what you fine folks think. I know I'm so used to seeing myself that I can't be impartial.

So here is normal me.
 And here is Catwa me.
Honestly, I think it looks gorgeous... but dead. No expression. The eyes have no spark, there is no smile. The animation smile is too big and cheesy for wearing all the time. I think that's what I like least about this whole mesh head thing... not being able to turn my lips up a little bit so I don't look like I hate the world all the time. 

I went with a YS&YS skin applier. I thought they looked a little more mature than some of the others I looked at. Any suggestions for other appliers I should look at? Anything with more eye crinkles or a happier mouth or something? Also, my Belleza skin has lovely little dimples above the ass... this one doesn't and I miss that, too. 

Here's the side by side comparison. 
What do you kids think? Keep it, ditch it? Keep looking for some other mesh head? I'm really torn.

Also, if I do buy another Catwa basic head, do the HUDs work with any of them? I bought the fatpack with this one and I don't especially want to buy more fatpacks if I just want a different head.

Edit: I went with a different applier... It's growing on me. Maybe. 

Which me should I go with?

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