Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Kinky Me

Okay, so I was gone for like a day...

Sue me.

Editor's Note: The writing of this post was interrupted by a quick trip to the ER to get my hand stitched up after I lost my balance, tumbled into the toilet tank and broke it with my hand. Nine stitches later, and I'm sure as shit not going to be able to sleep so I might as well finish this!

Anyway... I've done some thinking. Thinking about why I joined SL in the first place.
I'm kinky. I like really kinky sex stuff. And I don't do it in the real world, for a variety of reasons. I joined SL so I could explore my kinks safely.

I'm rather fond of pain. Once I discovered that a few years ago, I hooked up (in RL) with a Dom. I realized pretty quickly that I could/would become addicted to it... and that chasing that "high" would lead me down a path I really didn't want to go in. I knew I'd want more and more.

So I just stopped.
Second Life lets me explore all those kinks... like this wonderful cupping set from Ama I found at Romp. 

Hugh, as much as I loved him, was much more vanilla than I was. And I was perfectly fine with that while we were together. He'd indulge me on occasion, but he was never as into it as I was. 
And now that I have this hole in my life where he was, I'm free to explore again. Delve back into the kinkier side of my sexuality. So, no... I'm not taking a break.
I'm not sure how much of it I will blog about. Some of my kinks are... well, probably best left private. We'll see. It depends on how much I feel comfortable sharing about what I explore.
This cupping set is... wicked delicious. I love being bruised... and the heat. Next up will be the figging set... I can't wait, though I think that'll definitely be best explored when I find a partner to indulge with me.
So, yeah... I'm going to let Kinky Beth out to play for a while. She's been in the closet for a couple of years and I'm looking forward to seeing where this path takes me.
Right now, though, I'm waiting to see how badly my hand is going to hurt when the lidocaine wears off... THAT is NOT a kind of pain I enjoy... lol. I'd planned to put much more into this post but I'm really not able to use my left hand right now so I've had to shorten it.
So... cheers! Here's to kinks and the exploration thereof!

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